Fool!

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I, the fool who rushes in
And does not ever win
Then I cry that it hurts
But it never comes with an alert

I, the eternal optimist
Wants you to always insist
Be the first to make a move
And your affection to prove

I, the hopeless romantic
In your absence becomes frantic
Then I pine to see you
For those precious moments few

I, forever waiting in vain
The distance is indeed a pain
And want to be near you
So I can prove my love is true!!

Eulogy

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What do I say about you today
That I don’t say everyday
You are sunshine of my tomorrow
But it is filled with deep sorrow
There is always three of us
And the other gives you most bliss.

You say you are my soul mate
But I never seem to fight fate
The world sees the time of our lives
None see our agony and strives
There are cheers when you get high
Hope they realize why everyday you die.

I cannot forget the smiles
That I fell in love from miles
You are around but I miss you
The few minutes I don’t feel new
You are the center of my life
But I am a widow, not a wife.

I want to get old with you
But apart we always grew
Nights turn into worst fear
I worry when you are not near
To happiness, you don’t belong
Sadly, I write your eulogy all long……

Bullied and Stronger

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You made me hide and cry
And I did not know why
I yearned to feel wanted
But was bullied and taunted
Yet, I survived each day
And kept ‘ill-wishers’ at bay

You called me a weasel
And said I was pure evil
I wanted to feel loved
But was bullied and shoved
Yet, I tried to be beautiful
So I am to my soul truthful

You said I was a pathetic liar
And wanted me to be on a pyre
I wanted to feel ‘baroqued’
But was demeaned and provoked
Yet, I kept myself in cheers
And distanced all my fears

You preached I was immoral
And wanted me forever so long
I just wanted to be belonged
But was hurt and wronged
Yet, I surpassed all abusing
So, I am a stronger human being!

My heart is filled with you

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The way you look at me
Makes me jump in glee
World looks newer than new
Just ’cause my heart is filled with you!

You and your infectious smile
Makes me numb for a mile
The sky looks bluer than blue
Just ’cause my heart is filled with you!

The warmth of your arms around
Lift me off the ground
Those feelings are newer than new
Just ’cause my heart is filled with you!

Your breath clouds my mind
Makes me in love go blind
There is nothing truer than true
Just ’cause my heart is filled with you!

I will rise

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You can call me a liar
And in my downfall conspire
You can bury the wails of my cries
Yet like hope, I will rise.

You can inflict pain with your words
And let my pleas go unheard
Against me, make the world despise
Yet like a war hero, I will rise.

You can treat me like dirt
And call me unworthy under my skirt
Making my own self a disguise
Yet, like the sun, I will rise.

You can do the best to break me
And ensure my gaze is never free
Taint and taunt my loved ones
Yet like the ocean waves, I will rise.

You can loathe my beauty
And fail me in my every duty
So every dream in me dies
Yet, like roaring thunder, I will rise.

I love being me!

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I was born against all odds
God gave in but fate did not
I die a thousand deaths every day
Yet, I love being me!

I am a rebel of my own cause
It is me against the world
To get recognized as a human
Yet, I love being me!

I crave for that one true love
Despair wins over destiny
I am always wrong before right
Yet, I love being me!

I fail like no tomorrow
Success avoids me like plague
Sometimes I wish I’d never see
Yet, I love being me!

I am used and abused
Under the pretext of benevolence
I live and learn every moment
Yet, I love being me!

I am not desired by many
But deprived of my precious virtues
I regret trusting so easily
Yet, I love being me!

Resilient

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The very first time I saw you
Still remember the beautiful eyes so blue
Just when I thought I was in love anew
There was nothing to hide as you saw through

I heard your heavenly voice pure and clear
Here, there, everywhere that I began to fear
Yet I felt so safe when I felt you near
I prayed that in my dreams you appear

Years went by without uttering a word
Sure was I, that even my unspoken was heard
Thoughts provoked and emotions stirred
Happy and free, I was flying like a bird

Then there was this wondrous moment
Where I wanted you just for my heart’s content
Selfishness started to torment
All those around you, I started to resent

Life, adoration, everything seemed flawed
It felt like I was a living petard
But you were resilient in all your laud
Then I realized you must be God!