There were days when time was my biggest enemy. There are still bits of nightmares that haunt me. Sometimes, I stand on life’s edge wondering what I am being punished for. Lately, I am being challenged against an incompleteness that I don’t control. So many times, the demons in me want to take over, yet that little voice in me never let’s me do anything vacuous.
I chuckle when I am advised to get my head checked or take up meditation or follow a ‘guru’ for mental stability. Well wishers never stop asking if everything is okay in response to the words I propel. It is not because I don’t understand the incoming empathy, it is simply because they don’t understand that the ‘little voice’ gives me a connate ability to overcome set-back, grief, practical or sentimental difficulties. And I move on to find the next best thing that would make me purposeful.
When I turn back and see my accomplishments, both personal and professional, friends I’ve amassed, everlasting relationships, great mentors, best colleagues and managers I’ve surrounded myself, a happy parent and just being in love with the world’s most handsome bloke (nothing can beat that) makes this journey so beautiful. Whatever nice things have not happened may happen or not. Yet, this is LIFE, it may not be for everybody BUT it is definitely for ME!