What do I say about you today
That I don’t say everyday
You are sunshine of my tomorrow
But it is filled with deep sorrow
There is always three of us
And the other gives you most bliss.
You say you are my soul mate
But I never seem to fight fate
The world sees the time of our lives
None see our agony and strives
There are cheers when you get high
Hope they realize why everyday you die.
I cannot forget the smiles
That I fell in love from miles
You are around but I miss you
The few minutes I don’t feel new
You are the center of my life
But I am a widow, not a wife.
I want to get old with you
But apart we always grew
Nights turn into worst fear
I worry when you are not near
To happiness, you don’t belong
Sadly, I write your eulogy all long……